| Oks, time for J's new years resolutions xDD ~ARE YOU READY TO WEDDING~!!!!! haha jk jks *joke only Shin will understand*
For myself: -To act more on instinct instead of thinking everything through before doing something. (It's a habit I have which is good in a lot of ways, but also bad in many others.)
-To be a lil more outgoing in real life and let my randomness come out more. (I have a tendency to have that "Im too cool for you" kinda vibe to me when I'm a new person and I dunno anyone else around me. Probably a protective kinda personality characteristic, but it's annoying.)
-To actually study hard in Hawaii and learn as much as I can (I'm paying a lot and gotta remember not to waste this opportunity.)
-To not play so many games and focus on more important things in my life (I know blasphemy right? but I always think "Oh man, I could be so much better at [insert topic] if only I didn't play so many games and studied/practiced it more.)
-To exercise everyday or at least 3 times a week (I WANT MY BEACH BODY BEFORE FADE RAWR!!!...or if not before, a sexier body >=D muahaha. We should totally take pictures of our bodies after and boast to the rest of ToA and make the girls go (*.*) hahaha jk jks. Misty is probably like "EW!! J half naked posing? EWWW" xDDD I win at life hahaha jks jks)
-To be 170-180lbs/77-82kgs with muscles and not fat...and preferably have the fat in my face/neck lessen by a lot, cuz it always bugs me that it all gathers there. (I'm currently around 170 with fat haha, think I'll lose a lot once I start running, but want to gain back the weight with muscle instead, like a nice chest, abs, and back muscles xD)
-Finish writing at least 5 songs with full band scores and being proud of each one and having them catchy so other people like it too. Also to be able to perform at least 1 of my songs with a band. (I'm so bad at half writing songs and never finishing them x.x; have like 20 songs that I stopped working on haha.)
-Improve my guitar skills so that I won't need amazing guitar stuff to have a nice sound, but will be able to make a decent sound with just the way I play. Also to learn scales on guitar and theory, cuz I've been neglecting it for too long.
-To decide on a goal for the future, the direction I want to go to live my life. (Right now it's between becoming a psychologist, doing something in the christian field, doing something with health science, or trying to become a musician.)
-To learn how to speak some Korean instead of only being able to understand some of it. (I know, I'm a disgrace to Koreans not knowing my own language, and my pronunciation is worse than white people [no offense white people], but I want's to finally start learning it and find myself a cute/beautiful Korean girl xD haha or learn it and impress a cute/beautiful some-other-race girl xD.
-To not hate talking on the phone, on a mic, and/or on a webcam. I've always liked talking to people in person a lot more, kinda hate it when I can't see them and talk for some reason (besides chatting that is, cuz Im a master at it >=D hehe.)
-To complete my harem...jk jks xD. (Been watching "seitokai no ichizon" too much xD totally random, awesome anime xD)
For ToA -To add more amazing people like the lovable Misty-chwan xD. So glad I tried Trickster a 2nd time and found ya xD. Also to think of creative ways to keep everyone entertained and excited about ToA xD.
-To continue to keep the guild leader role out of Fade's hands haha, and to continue to tell Fade that I'm a higher sub-leader >=D.
-To make sure that when I come back after the 2 internetless months, that I don't find ToA abandoned and me left again to search the internet for any remaining members and recreate ToA for a 3rd time @.@;; Seriously, the first time was hard enough >=O!!! DON'T LEAVE FOREVER WITHOUT TELLING ME T.T;;;
-To see a picture of all the members (cuz I'm creepy like that haha jk jks, just always curious xD).
-To never be one of those "$#@$ you @#$%&, such a N00b!! I'm so 1337!! R@WR!!!" ragers on the internet.
-To be cheery, lovable and always be quick to listening when people have problems they need some advise on (I'll try my best even if I'm not the most familiar with the situation). To be someone that everyone can trust enough to vent/talk about personal problems that might be distressing them and need someone to talk to.
-To help keep life a lil less boring and a lil more random xD.
For the Future
-To go to Korea with Misty, go to concerts while we squee over singers/actors/random cute ppl haha (cute ppl for me hehe). Then off to travel and see Shin and Kage and go to a Miyavi concert and for me, some other ones like Mucc, Depapepe, Vamps (want to see hyde), MM hahah (but I dunno if my pride will let me, let alone Shin), Sound horizon, and other random ones I'm forgetting.
-Have a guild meeting in real life with everyone and do a survival contest thingy. Also hug all the people who would totally feel uncomfortable getting a hug the first time they meet me hahaha.
-Get Shin or Saurabh to buy me 1 alcoholic drink, and I'll suffer through drinking it and see if I can handle it or not (but nothing gross like spit in it).
-Argue with Fade about who's beach body is better, then ask random people around us and scare them away while we chase after them half naked.
-Finish making The ToA RPG that's been long forgotten, or at least write a script for it that's dramatic, comical, and exciting xD.
-To write a song about ToA or dedicated to ToA. Whether it be game music or just a nice instrumental (putting words to it might be a lil too corny).
-Record a guitar duet with Fade once we both become geniuses at guitar and make a video with us playing it and edited so you can see us both playing even if we're on different places in the world xD.
-Record or perform a song with a ToA band xDD with Shin on vocals of course haha. We'll totally rock out on stage xDD and get a label with J-glam hahaha jk jks xDD
-Create plan to take over the world!! :O!!!! haha. ToA Domination :O!!!
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